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Introduction. This is my blog. Well. One out of like 8. But, still. I show things I want, because it makes me happy. I enjoy the simpler things in life. So ignore me. |
Portfolio. My name is Elisabeth. A G E : ? ? ? H E I G H T : 1 6 3 c m. Or so. H O B B I E S : . . . |
VIDEO GAME QUOTES DRAGON AGE D I A L O G U E Warden: "You must think I'm royally stupid." Zevran: "I think you're royally tough to kill. And utterly gorgeous. Not that I think you'll respond to simple flattery. But there are worse things in life than serving the whims of a deadly sex goddess." Warden: "Alistair, she's one Archdemon short of a blight." Alistair: "Yes, but she seems more... "Ooh, pretty colors!" than "Muahaha! I am Princess Stabbity! Stab, kill, kill!" Z E V R A N "'Death happens,' as we like to say. 'And when I get paid for it, death happens more often.'" "I don't mind never speaking of it again, as long as we could do it again." "The Crows aren't so bad. They keep one well supplied: wine, women, men. Whatever you happen to fancy. Though the whole severance package is garbage, let me tell you. If you were considering joining, I'd really think twice about it." "Arg! Pirate Zevran reporting for duty! Prepare to be boarded!" "The symphony I see in thee/ it whispers songs to me/ songs of hot breath upon my neck/ songs of sighs beside my head/ songs of nails dug in my back/ songs of thee come to my bed." "Just once I'd like to walk into one of these places and discover a lively dance, or a drinking festival. Or an orgy. But alas, no " "And here I thought the Wonders of Thedas would be a whore house. Pity." A L I S T A I R "You smell great; is that death you're wearing? It really suits you." "Have you ever licked a lamp post in winter?" "That's what I'm here for. To deliver unpleasant news and witty one-liners." "Join us brothers and sisters. Join us in the shadows where we stand vigilant. Join us as we carry the duty that can not be forsworn. And should you perish, know that your sacrifice will not be forgotten. And that one day we shall join you." "Well aside from the fact that she's a complete and utter bitch, no...I dont like her at all. Why? Do you?" "Swooping is bad." "Just remember that she's dangerous. And evil. And mean." "We won? We did? Yay!" M O R R I G A N “And now we have a dog. And Alistair is still the stupidest member of the party.” "Your man is dead. Get over it." "What will they send next, darkspawn tax collectors?" "Apparently everyone seems to agree that a blight is the perfect time to start killing each other. Marvelous, really." "Now we threaten priests, how fun!" L E L I A N A "Walking corpses? Do you think it's something in the water?" "My bruises form a pretty pattern!" "The righteous stand before the darkness, and the Maker shall guide their hand." "Ooh! A windmill. I once took a ride on the sails of a windmill. Didn't turn out well." "Look at what that woman's wearing! Is she drunk or does she just have bad taste?" |
Q U O T E S HANA YORI DANGO "Ah, shit. Just eat some popcorn." - Gu Jun Pyo “I like you. No matter how hard I try not to like you, no matter how hard I try to erase you… my efforts are so fruitless to the extent that I get angered by it.” - Jan Di “I can’t promise her anything now. I can’t tell her I’ll always make her laugh, that I’ll make her happy or to trust in me. Being the son of someone like that, being a member of that kind of family — I hate it enough myself so how must she feel? She would of have hated everything she went through already.” – Jun Pyo “I don’t know when it started either. But now, I can’t be without you.” – Ji Hoo “After meeting you, there’s only been one thing I wish for — for you to be happy and not cry anymore. I’m afraid that after tomorrow, you won’t be able to smile again.” – Ji Hoo ”I stepped back as a friend — I gave up because she was my friend’s girlfriend. I gave you a chance up till the end. I’m not going to hold back anymore.” – Ji Hoo “There’s already someone I love. She’s the first in my life and for the rest of my life, she’ll be the only one. You still want to marry me?” – Jun Pyo “Good shoes take you to good places.” - Seo Hyun “I hope you will change your thinking that commoners’ pride can be bought with money. People’s hearts can’t be bought either. You don’t know that, do you? But he knows that now.” – Jan Di ”If you two break up, I’m going to feel so wronged I’ll die. So if you want to split up, you have to report to me and get my approval.” – Jae Kyung “You do this every time. Whenever I try to get closer, you trample my heart like it’s nothing. Do I still mean so little to you?” – Jun Pyo “If the person you love is suffering because of you, can you let her go?” – Ji Hoo “I came to find your heart. I didn’t lose it on purpose.” – Jan Di “It’s not a dream. If it were, it wouldn’t have been so painful. After sending you off, I realized that I’d done nothing all this time. When I came to my senses, you were on the plane. So it’s not a dream. Because you’re in front of me now.” – Ji Hoo “Idiot. Stupid. Double-digit-IQ dummy. How could I do that when you were captured? I’d rather get all my ribs broken than let them damage one of your fingers. But still, why did you rush in when I was letting them beat the hell out of me? What if something happened?” – Jun Pyo “One, I don’t mess with nice girls. Two, I don’t mess with foolish girls. Three, I absolutely don’t mess with girls connected with my friends. You know all three apply to you, don’t you? My answer is no.” – Yi Jung “Can you hear me? While you’ve been away, I’ve thought of you every day — but why do I only remember us fighting? Still, isn’t it odd? I only remember us fighting and getting mad all the time, but when I think about you, I laugh. You’re okay, right? When are you going to come back and fight with me?” – Jan Di “It’s not too late. It would only take one word, if you said that you like me…” – Jun Pyo HANA KIMI “Your smile gives me strength but your sadness always comes from Sano. I will definitely make you happy.” – Nakatsu “Depend on me, I don’t care… I don’t care who you love. I love you.” – Nakatsu “Even when I’m an old geezer, so old that I can’t even remember my own name, I won’t forget all the time we’ve spent together… ever. To me, you are… the best. The best friend I had ever.” – Nakatsu “Right now, the word homosexual isn’t the least bit offensive to me. No. I should say my love has already transcended gender. I’m truly proud of myself. If only I could give Mizuki a helpful push, he’d be willing to accept his forbidden love. Ike Ike! Go! Go! Ore Go Gooooo!” – Nakatsu COFFEE PRINCE "I like you. Whether you're a man, or an alien... I don't care anymore." - Han Kyul “I want to live with you. For the rest of my life, I want to eat together, talk together, sleep together, be together. Do I need any other reason?” – Han Kyul “No matter how meanly you treat me, you’re still pretty to me. Even if you get mad and yell, you’re cute. I really like you a lot. But if you truly hate me, I won’t call you anymore and I’ll give up. So tell me, do you really hate me?” – Min Yeop “The moment a man makes a woman his, the man wants that woman to live according to his wishes. But just because he’s won her over, can he force her to do as he wants?” – Han Sung “Grab onto him. He liked you even when he thought you were a guy. Who knows, maybe he won’t go.” – Sun Ki “I never thought I’d be left behind since you were always the one who loved me more. But seeing the small changes in your gaze, your sighs, your expressions… made my heart fall with a thump. It’s funny that as my feelings for you grew, I lost confidence. So I thought, ‘Let’s preserve the last of my pride. Before I’m left, let’s leave first’. That’s why I ran away. I was so afraid of what would happen if you didn’t grab hold of me.” – Yoo Joo “The other day at work, I had this thought – Even if I could just be by his side, that would be nice. Then I wouldn’t have anything more to wish for.” – Eun Chan YAMATO NADESHIKO SHICHI HENGE “It doesn’t matter what the world thinks, nor what your parents think. If you don’t like yourself even if the world loves you then you need to become a person whom you like.” – Mine “You should worry about your insides getting uglier more than worrying about your face.” – Kyohei “Love makes you a coward.” – Takanaga “The ‘you’ that you hate is the one that I love…” – Kyohei “There are things that you can see because you believe in them.” – Mine “The moment she falls in love with the world’s best man, that would be the time when a girl turns into a lady.” – Mine “Now that he knows how great she is regardless of the way she looks… it’s probably frustrating for him to think that if she doesn’t change the way she looks, people wont notice how great she is.” – Takenaga “Apparently in life, we end up being like a lost child at times. The more we struggle, the least likely we’re to find our way. And it can be very frightening… because everyone around us looks like an enemy. And although we may think we’re all alone in the world, the truth is that when we do get really lost, we have no other choice but to wait for someone to come find us. The person who really cares about us will definitely come for us.” – Kyohei “I wanted to because as bright as you are. I thought that if I stepped into your world, I’d be able to stand beside you.” – Sunako “You are fine the way you are…” – Kyohei YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL “You were almost there… just one more step and you would’ve found me.” – Shin Woo “Even in a place where reporters and fans don’t chase after me, why is a pig chasing me?” – Tae Kyung “I told myself I couldn’t see you, but you’re someone who draws the eye. But if I see you, it hurts and makes things tough for me. After only living at the convent, I came to live in this land of stars and was hit by electricity and lost my senses. I flew up right into the heavens and then crashed down to the ground. Fireworks exploded in my head and in one moment a thundering rainstorm crashed down on me. Since I’ve left this star-land, I saw the path I am to live. I would have to leave the star-land and just watch it from afar. If I see the brightest-shining star close up, it’s so blinding to the eyes that it hurts. That is why I am going to go far away.” – Mi Nam “Don’t be anywhere where I can’t see you!” – Tae Kyung “Then I can’t hold on to you. I wanted to be able to see you well when you came back, so I was trying to see even in the dark. Every day, I even ate the carrots and spinach I hate, because I worried that I might lose you in the dark. Because I didn’t want to lose you. But I can’t even hold on to you when I can see you well.” – Tae Kyung “I bet you didn’t let her go, you shoved her away. Letting go is only something you can say when you’ve held on till the end. Have you held on to her? What you saw in Japan was me holding on to her till the very end. It must have looked pathetic and laughable to you, but because I took it all the way, I could let her go. You didn’t do that, did you? You just stood there in your place and didn’t think of following her when she said it was hard, didn’t you? Fine, keep preserving your pride and stand there until she runs far away, mighty Hwang Tae-kyung.” – Shin Woo “It’s not a crime to like someone.” – Jeremy “You’re listening now, aren’t you? It’s so bright here, and your side is so dark that I can’t see you. Please, don’t be where I can’t see you! Come to where I can see you. Give permission to let me see you.” – Tae Kyung “Even so, the moon has its uses. Rather than pointlessly brightening up an already bright day, it gives light on a dark night. Isn’t that useful?” – Mi Nam “I’m going to keep telling you, so listen good every day. I love you.” – Tae Kyung “When I thought you were a guy, I was okay with it. When I found out you were a girl, I was okay with it. But if you like him, I can’t be okay with it. Why? Why wasn’t it me? I told you about my treasure bus, and I let you close to Jolie and I was going to sing a song only for you. Why don’t you like me?” – Jeremy “He’s like a bright, shining star. When I receive that light, I feel brighter and also darker. When it’s bright I get my hopes up, and when it darkens I feel disappointment. I hate myself for this and feel ashamed.” – Mi Nam “Seeing how you worried about me even though you were that sick, you seem to have some loyalty. Seeing you enduring through it, you’ve also got some spirit. I haven’t wanted to accept you and wanted to reject you, but because of this, I’m accepting you. I’m on the same team as you now, so I feel a duty to look after you, and I’ll take responsibility for your affairs, too.” – Tae Kyung “I don’t want to admit it, but I’ve been dumped. Believing that she would come back when she was feeling better was my delusion. Pig-Rabbit looked totally fine. I was the only one hanging on. Before things get any worse, I’d better reply that I’m okay.” – Tae Kyung “I see you very well right now. You can’t see me because it’s too bright, can you? When I couldn’t see you, were you always crying like that?” – Tae Kyung “We’re one team now. You said you came here today because you didn’t want anyone to be hurt. If that’s what you want, then keep acting as a man through the end. Even if you want to quit now, we can’t let that happen. We’ll take responsibility for you, so you take responsibility for us, too.” – Tae Kyung “You can’t even see anything properly! You’re well-off on your own, so bright on your own that those around you can’t see in the dark! You can’t see anything properly and you don’t know anything, so why are you acting like this? Why are you angry with me, who’s just trying to endure? Just leave me in the dark. Who asked for you to look at me?” – Mi Nam “Yes, because of this song, my mother was abandoned. You were also abandoned by your mother, so you must been very hurt. But my mother also felt such a huge pain that she gave birth to me alone and died. ‘Go make friends?’ How could I make friends with your mother? Are you so busy thinking only of yourself that you cannot bother to see anything else? I’m sorry that I knew about your mother and didn’t say anything. You looked so sad that I could not let on that I knew. I’m sorry that I knew you were remaking my father’s song and didn’t say anything. I did not know the story behind it. You told me not to show myself to you. But it’s hard for me to see you, too. That’s why I’m going far away, where I won’t be seen. So there will be no reason for us to feel pain as we see each other any longer.” – Mi Nyeo “When I’ve disliked a person in the past, I kept disliking them, because they kept doing things I disliked. I disliked you from the moment I saw you, and sure enough you did the thing I hate most. It’s clear that you’ll keep doing things I hate and that I’ll keep hating you. So that forgiveness you talk about won’t happen now, or ever.” – Tae Kyung “That writer wrote, ‘Everyone who doesn’t love is guilty.’ That means that anyone who loves, no matter who they love, is guiltless.” – Jeremy “I’m going to keep telling you, so listen good every day. I love you.” – Tae Kyung “We’re one team now. You said you came here today because you didn’t want anyone to be hurt. If that’s what you want, then keep acting as a man through the end. Even if you want to quit now, we can’t let that happen. We’ll take responsibility for you, so you take responsibility for us, too.” – Tae Kyung “Even though I haven’t confessed to her yet, I feel like I’ve been rejected a hundred times already.” – Shin Woo DRAMAS “My next life I only want to love one person. If that person doesn’t love me, it doesn’t matter, I won’t bother. I just wish that I can see that person everyday.” – Joon-suh//Autumn in My Heart ANIME/MANGA "There will never be time when my heart gets tired of you, Hikari..." - Kei//Special A |
Saturday, September 25, 2010 @ 8:08 PM Yesterday I blew up at Ethan, and he got all silent when I said I was in call with Winter. God. These two... Anywho. I met Winter's ex boyfriend, David. He's super nice, and perky. He says he has ADHD. Not surprised. He talked with me, and said we were girlfriends and boyfriends exchanging notes. I feel a little awkward every time he makes a shout out to Winter, though. To be honest... Ever since, like, three days ago. I've felt very neglected by Winter. He's like all I have left. Ethan... yeah. Cessy. She doesn't give a shit, Daisy left. Yara... Like. We know each other well, but I don't feel close to her. Yep. All I have left. Everyone left. Even Winter sort of left once. So I am like. Clinging onto him for dear life, afraid he'll leave me like everyone else did. I should be used to it. Being ignored, etc. But the sting hurts more each time. It becomes a dull ache that won't subside. Winter left to go get something from the store, he came back 30 minutes later and I was almost falling asleep, since I'm sick. Then he tells me he has to go in this other call for a bit, then says he'll call me and wake me up since they'll get tired of him soon. My mom woke me up two hours later, and I wasn't in call with him. I was just sort of silent. After that I was a bit cranky. I give up on a lot of stuff. But I'm really stubborn. Why haven't I given up on myself yet? Why am I stupid to keep hoping for other people. For myself. Hoping those people will come around to me... Is stupid. I once pondered the question: Why does being just friends hurt so much? You love them so much, right? Don't you want them to be happy? Love is love. I don't get it... if you love someone, even as a friend why can you not be with them? Why does an attraction make such a huge difference in who you end up with? I don't understand. Oh well... Maybe that's just my naive thinking, that doesn't understand what love between friends and lovers is. How big is the gap between lover and friend, if you think about it. But whatever... David said he's still not fully over Winter. He's the best boyfriend he's ever had. But David and I have a lot in common and he considers me a friend, and vice versa. We both think Vikki was boring. >-> NO OFFENSE. LIKE. She is nice and everything! But god... I can barely hold a conversation. She gives bare minimum answers like Nicolas, but Nicolas gives them in a cold way, she's just perky about it. We also have theories on Rai being gay. He is like: Rai is totally gay. And I said: NOOO. Rai is gay FOR Winter! And he was laughing. I swear Rai is. He was nicer before he knew we were dating, though he probably suspected as much, same thing with David. We both don't have a big liking for Rai... Even if David does flirt with Winter like he says he does, I don't take it personally. He's just like that. To be honest. I don't feel jealous. I feel left out. I am feeling left out a lot more these days, it seems. Haha. LOL. He just randomly shouted out that he is the Kind of Jerusalem. He said to me, that he thinks Winter wasn't hurt by him leaving for basically 4 months and doing the drugs, but that he was disappointed and hurt with him replacing him with the drugs. One of the first things he said to me was: Oh, Angie! I'm a drughead to let you know! Well ex, but still. Him doing drugs is like me cutting. For the past few months, I have been thinking about suicide less and less. For the past few years it was like every day that I would think about it, but I guess it got a lot better... Winter helped me improve any self-worth I had slightly. Then it pummelled after he was with Kimily and not me when I needed him. That was a slap in the face for me. It is like saying to your best friend, whom you planned a birthday with for over a year, then ditching them for a one night stand. Except maybe not as bad. But since- Wonderful. Cessy is talking to me about Ethan. Yeah... Okay, then. Cessy sort of. We are not friends like we used to be. To be honest. She probably does not want to put the effort into being friends with me. XD When I talk to Cessy, it is always: CESSYCESSYCESSYCESSYCESSY. ...It is rare if she ever asks how I am. Then again. It is also rare if anyone asks how I am. Meh. I am used to it, I guess. No one gives a shit. No one has and no one really will. Ethan is always whining with me to stay up with him, then he completely blows me off for Cessy. Look at this. She says they have been in call for 24 hours. Did he give me a single word in that 24 hours? He fell asleep on me yesterday, too. I will be brb. 8 hours or so later. He does not even apologise first thing. I was stuck there waiting. Waiting like I always do. I feel like a dog. I may pat, quote on quote, Ethan. But I am the one stuck waiting and dealing with bullshit. Wonderful friends, I have... Yes. ...God. Fuck my life. She says: Crap. I did not mean to hurt Sebbys feelings. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME, TOO? You are never there when I need you. Why am I crying over you? God. I love David. He is so awesome. He is like: Angie. Calm down. I am a jerk. You are a jerk. Henry is a jerk. We are all jerks. I.. do not get why I am crying over her. She does not even care. She does not even bother to prove otherwise. David and Winter are going all protective on me. I feel happy that. But I am still crying. Winter told Cessy to apologize to me. But she does not really care. So. Yeah. I feel a bit better already. I have been looking for a friend like David. He was like: NOOOOOOOOOOO DONT CRYYY. Why am I always crying over people? Cessy was right... She is stupid. As much as I love her. It takes her how fucking long to notice there is not something right with someone. Winter says he is tired of people making me cry. I am too, Winter. I am, too. [9:02:35 PM] Winter: Are you fucking serious. [9:02:36 PM] Angie: never be like that. [9:02:42 PM] Winter: I can't even match Daisy. [9:02:50 PM] Angie: You're more than Daisy. [9:02:51 PM] Angie: Daisy left. [9:02:56 PM] Angie: Ethan is hardly there. [9:03:02 PM] Angie: Cessy acts like she doesn't care but says [9:03:05 PM] Angie: She does. [9:03:10 PM] Angie: You're basically all I have left. .-. [9:04:06 PM] Winter: Wow that pisses me off [9:04:08 PM] Winter: I can't believe she said that [9:04:13 PM] Angie: Hm? [9:04:16 PM] Angie: Whats wrong with it? [9:04:45 PM] Winter: Everything [9:04:57 PM] David: HEY [9:04:57 PM] Winter: She should know how deep your relationship was with Daisy [9:05:02 PM] David: WHAT ABOUT ME T____T [9:05:07 PM] David: //wrist [9:05:13 PM] Winter: go back in your corner [9:05:15 PM] Winter: of byond [9:05:17 PM] David: ~ [9:05:20 PM] David: I got killed [9:05:21 PM] David: :C [9:05:22 PM] David: Again. [9:05:25 PM] David: I was messing with monkeys [9:05:28 PM] David: and it got hulk [9:05:30 PM] David: from the DNA machine [9:05:31 PM] Angie: ;-; [9:05:33 PM] David: and it beat me to death. [9:05:33 PM] Angie: Nooooo. [9:05:38 PM] David: well [9:05:42 PM] David: I'm in critical condition [9:05:42 PM] Angie: I want [9:05:43 PM] Angie: David [9:05:44 PM] David: in my genetics lab~ [9:05:46 PM] David: whatever. [9:05:47 PM] Angie: to be someone I have. [9:05:48 PM] Angie: :< [9:05:51 PM] David: 8D [9:05:51 PM] David: -gasp- [9:05:53 PM] David: Woohoo! [9:05:54 PM] Angie: LOL. [9:05:55 PM] Angie: <3 [9:06:00 PM] Angie: I needed [9:06:03 PM] Angie: a gay best friend [9:06:03 PM] Angie: ;-; [9:06:06 PM] David: XD [9:06:10 PM] David: <3 Gay best friend. [9:06:11 PM] Winter: Don't you dare hurt her Davei [9:06:14 PM] David: I won't. [9:06:16 PM] David: I only hurt boyfriends [9:06:18 PM] David: Pshhh [9:06:18 PM] David: xD [9:06:20 PM] Angie: LOL. [9:06:23 PM] Winter: I noticed [9:06:25 PM] David: Dx [9:06:29 PM] David: I didnt mean it like that :c [9:06:30 PM] Angie: ;-; [9:06:34 PM] Winter: i did [9:06:34 PM] Winter: :c [9:06:45 PM] David: -shrug- [9:06:47 PM] Angie: ;-; [9:06:48 PM] Angie: OMG. [9:06:50 PM] Angie: TENSION. [9:06:53 PM] Angie: -cuts it with scissors- [9:06:56 PM] Angie: D; [9:06:56 PM] David: I don't want to start something. [9:07:00 PM] David: So I'll just be quiet. [9:07:06 PM] Angie: .... Right now. Daisy and Winter are tied. I am learning to stop ranking people. But I love Daisy and Winter basically as much. Maybe one more than the other. Probably. Yes. One more than the other. But I will always love them. Winter is more than Daisy right now, because he is here. He'll either stay more or he'll be equal if/when she comes back. |